In this profound episode, Sensei Michael Brunner reflects on personal challenges, including the pain caused by an affair, and how these moments became Dharma gates to transformation. With support from Roshi Diane Martin, Hoshi Vanessa, and the Sangha, Sensei shares how Zen practice takes us not around suffering but through it, revealing the compassionate Way. This talk weaves together the teachings of Dōgen and Joshu’s famous “Wash Your Bowls” koan, illustrating how the simplicity of everyday actions can lead to profound awakening. Through this process, even the deepest sorrows can bloom into joy, compassion, and wisdom. Join us as we explore how practice unfolds in life’s messiest moments, allowing us to step fully into the path of awakening. Listen now and discover how the Way transforms not just the individual but the entire Sangha.
In this heartfelt episode, Sensei Michael Brunner delivers a teisho exploring the transformative power of Zen practice in the face of personal challenges. Sharing openly about his affair and its impact on his family, Sangha, and practice, Sensei illustrates how mistakes are not deviations from the path but integral to it. Guided by Roshi Diane Martin, supported by Hoshi Vanessa, and embraced by the Sangha, this journey through suffering became a profound opportunity for growth and awakening.
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This talk also includes reflections on the photos from Sensei’s trip to Paris, highlighting the care of Roshi Diane, the strength of Vanessa, and the resilience of the Sangha. Through this lens, Sensei shares how practice unfolds in all aspects of life, transforming even deep sorrow into joy, compassion, and wisdom.
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